I have a rule that says I can't fast for longer than 24 hours. So "fast days" are actually just days when I extend my fast from the day before until dinner and only eat like 200-400 calories. I do that because I don't want to burn out and binge after a long fast.. I've done that before.
Today, I got over zealous. I stopped eating yesterday at 6pm and haven't eaten a bite since then. I'm pretty damn proud of myself, but I do have to say that I'm gonna have to promise myself not to do this again cause it's a slippery slope. My mom had made some mac and cheese and chicken for dinner and I was really close to having some, but I gave the mac and cheese to the dog and saved the chicken for tomorrow instead. My fast will extend tomorrow until I get off work as or always does, so that'll be 44 hours. Longest I've gone that I can remember, except possibly when I was on meth, but that doesn't count, cause it took no will power.
So, while I broke my rule, basically.. sorrynotsorry.
Back on track tomorrow.
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